Unhappily Blog

REGRET

2009-07-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

I really feel damn regret for letting you single. My promised will not be broken but i dunno you. I really dunno how 2 solve it, by giving u time? Does time really settle everything? Does he really would listen? I getting scare and scare of so many incident happen to my friends, really sad case. I just scare she would got cheated dunno whether izzit like gary ng? I just wan a peaceful life wit my gal how come so many thing still happen. I tries to let you enjoy being "close friend to whenever" but i can't stand it. I can't simply let you to him i just hope tat close friend also got a limit. Hope he can see this, if ur gf being treat liao other ppl gf how would u feel? Ask question to urself if wan play fling or depressed plz dun find my gf she not the type for you. My gf just dun wan lost a good friend that why she dun reject you so that you think that you still have the chance.

I really regret to promised you to stay single for a moments. Whenever i think of single i scare that afraid of you and i just hope nth happen to you n be mine. I hope the days that you really settle everything n we can peacefully together. I guess this settle will take a long time and i willing 2 wait no matter if not mine. I can't compare the sweet between him n me but 3years relationship le.

Although i being strict to you but ur attitube sure wun listen the only thing i can do is just let it be. No matter how strict i'm also my fault because i also doing the same things. She say that men n women r equal but in my eye men n women can't compare. I know you like to play, u like to try alot of thing but i worry that disadvantage you would get. The world is changing men play fling women play timer, haix i just dun like tis world turning like tis. Anyway Regret is the word that i trying to present to this post.

1 day waiting passed......who going fetch me from the air

I'm Angry

2009-04-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

I damn angry really angry!!! Feel like killing them...
To My rival Wtf make you say those thing to my wife... Dear? only you? WTF did my wife accept you? If u r a gd person u wun be saying tis kind of words to some1 who attached, if me i wun be saying tis kind of words to the attached girl i need to chase i willing to wait if she just rem got me i just enought. Saying tis kind of words make me feel like punching u on ur face n fuck u in ur asshole. Choose the right time to say bah or w8 for me to die 1st b4 saying this kind of rubbish words.

Why must my rival say tis kind of words to my wife doesn't he know she already attached? Even if u r depressed go find others la, Stop disturb our relationship. Can some1 plz plz plz tell me why why why? Why is there so many bastards!!! son of the bitch

Miss..

2009-04-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

Miss the feeling of last time... Miss the days i overnight at your house but now everything is so different just because to give you freedom and avoid quarrel, i can understand everything but my heart feel empty... Last time no matter what you will asked me to stay and i really happy that someone asked me stay just for her, sometime also will got so big teddy hug or teddy kisses before i went home and that all really enough, sweet for my heart... I don't dare to talk to any1 about to avoid so many little quarrel and comments so i choose to keep quiet and everything will be peace.

But... can't feel those thing anymore only must go home... even holidays can't i stay over also? Same as study time, No point having holidays with those feeling.

When you only got me the feeling really good but alot of person chasing you i got so many to fight with, maybe i'm jealous, maybe i'm scare of losing you the only thing i can do is let you do whatever you like. I have lose the communication, only left with the tiny little heart. But all i know is i'm still your bf and hope no1 can ever take over me unless i'm dead...

Suddenly

2009-03-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i feel like bored feel like meeting my gal and my friend having problem with his relationship. Haix wad can i say? Fat3 bah. I really really feel like meeting her right now but she in sch so nvm bah so i guess maybe meet her at some mrt station n walk her home n go home den but even tis small small thing also cannot? izzit she got other thing 2 hide? i find tis nth just even small meet also can't. Really feel damn fk up 1 week only 1 sat haix... i should keep everything in myself n not saying out every single thing. Goodbye maybe i wun be posting any post about her over here everything will be kept hope some1 really open up n tok 2 me...

New bike photo

2009-02-25T08:11:00.000-08:00

Maybe last day of meet of the week...

2009-02-19T06:59:00.001-08:00

I feel happy that 2day she find some time to go movie wit me when she r tired n busy for her production... sadly to know tat the whole weekend unable to meet u cos u having production days, i feel like going to c production but i think u will think like i'm spying u or wad so i nv mention 2 u b4... Anyway 2day u already find out a half day to went movie wit me, n i happy about it... Wish ur production will go on smoothly and come home early Goodluck my gal..........

Haix suey ah..

2009-02-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

Recently there was a case on friday tat a man age 59 faint and got hit by a train at bukit batok..... tat was my close relative, is my father's cousin haix... so sad tat he faint hit by train and den dead... so suey... Hope he will rest in peace in the sky... Hope every1 related to me will ping ping an an N HUAT ah!!!!

on 31-jan-2009 Happy post!!

2009-02-02T09:44:00.000-08:00

3rd day of CNY

2009-01-28T08:01:00.000-08:00

Wake up early in the morning at 6.30am preparing to go for lab test which start at 8am. Damn sian CNY still must go sch n take lab test SO EARLY!!! I leave my house at 7.10am reach sch at 8.15am haha.. late 15min for the test. My teacher say i do not so good compare to normal work maybe is due to my contract lenses make my eye pain so can't really do well bah. Anyway surprise to saw CK in sch for the lab test, he got hit by a Fucking motorcyclist so ck can't really attend sch for lesson bcos got bone fracture hope he will recover soon. Next waited for xiteng, jy they all n train-ed back home for my lunch and rot at home haha.. damn boring no1 to tok Gf also busy so went to slp until wake up on night, wash up took my dinner and do nth waiting for some1 tat can really tok gf r like so busy n like everytime i tok 2 her she will feel unhappy n we will hang up the phone den like ..... haiyo anyway hope the cough tat she had will recover b4 tis sat... really really boring 28/01 2yrs 5mths anniversary just pass so silents............. Make me feel like anniversary r no longer important to u......

Bike!!!

2009-01-26T10:44:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY

2009-01-26T10:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE COW YEAR moooooooooooo~~~~ First day of CNY went to ah ma house bai nian next went to my auntie house. Nth really interesting to about bai nian every year like the same boring!!! After bai nian reach home at ard 10pm TIME FOR TRIALBIKING!!! bring my bike to M.A.X house to ask him help me cut the chain cos like too long... So shiok long time nv ride just come back for ride feel very enjoy but cannot keep playing will feel like quiting.I will post some of the pic tat my friend do but not me LOL cos i 1st time riding 26" so still not really good at it maybe will try post after a feel more ride ^_^ stay tune...

Trialbike

2009-01-23T09:23:00.000-08:00

YES!!!

2009-01-22T09:37:00.000-08:00

Tml i going find shimano bb UN25 bottom bracket for my new trialbike!!! YES!!! so long nv play already damn miss 2 ride my bike la!!! hope tml bikerhub got the hub i can use if not i not sure where 2 find it. Anyway 1st riding day on Monday midnight CNY 1st day hahaha abit mad hor? CNY where got ppl go riding LOL... Anyway will post my bike pic once my bike repaired. ^_^ Happy chinese new years More, more and more Money come to me!!!!

12/1/09 Monday

2009-01-12T01:02:00.000-08:00

2day woke up at 9+am missed the 1st lesson which is taught by kuankok boring class went go ELP(e-learning plaza) to find the clique and printed my report for marketing class, so sad that my marketing common test 1 got 17/40 FAIL!!! Walao My english really so sux? or i dunno how 2 do? 20multiple choice question+2short question i still can fail haiyo... Hope tis year last sem will smoothly pass all my module wit good results. Anyway 2day my Specialist Elective Programmes result is out I GOT Wafer Fabrication Technology WAH!!!! earn more money but die very fast kill sperm and will got cancer. Hope 1 day finish my ns,got money can faster marry wit laopo n got baby if not have to adopt.

Below is the list of wad wafer mean

Wafer fabrication involves the fabrication of integrated circuits or ‘microchips’ which are the key components used in making electronic products such as cellular phones, computers and television sets. This programme prepares you for careers in the wafer fabrication sector which includes the manufacturers of semiconductor wafers, integrated circuits and discrete electronic components.

I'm back!!!!

2009-01-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

Long time no blog le cos having sore throat and fever so nv online and do my blogging. Sick tis few days damn sian wan eat fried food also cannot haiyo bth... Anyway 2day went lend money help laopo daddy pay his bill because laopo wanna buy the LG renoir phone, i lended her money too so she can buy her phone. I think she now must b busy figure out how to use the phone den finding out wad the bf doing bah. Maybe is i jealous or wad bah now using SEw700i going 3 yrs soon wan change also no money change i sick n tired of using old phone. Seriously i dun understand y u like tat put in the phone in 1st place den BF without me where u got the money go buy? After u bought it u sticking to the phone more like me maybe when u get boring den u will notice tat i'm around. Really feeling sad tat how u treat me like rubbish HATE the feeling!!!

Anyway enjoy figure out ur phone whereby u got plenty of time playing it. Goodnite

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T08:15:00.000-08:00

Happy new year to every1 ox year 2009
Laopo wish World peace!! LOL

Tis year will be a good year Huat ah!!!

Gdluck and take care =D

2nd days of Sch!!!

2008-12-30T07:52:00.000-08:00

Today lesson started at 9am but i overslpt for a few hours. I wake up at 1.30pm LOL wake up saw CK sms he told me tat i got grade B for my Electronic communication finally got 1 module pass i tot all will fail so i went go eat at home n prepare and leave my house at 2pm to sch attend 3pm ECA lesson. Reach sch at 2.30+pm den waited for class next mdm tan ah reach she told us the result Tis YEAH again my ECA got grade C not a very good grade but at least a pass Yahoooooooo. Mdm tan dismiss the lesson at 4pm cos she not feeling very well so i went home to take my bowling ball and den rush to meet my wife bro to bowl wit them. Tml is wed maybe got a half day sch Shiok sia Meet my wife soon yeayeayea..... Update next time bah time to go slp ZzZzZzZ

*Marketing result still dunno still anwaiting....................

1st day of sch....

2008-12-29T07:05:00.000-08:00

29 dec monday the 1st day of sch reopen of the sem2 receive the 1st common test paper MATHS!!! haix quite dissappointed tat i fail but teacher told me tat a little bit more i will pass BUT i still fail HAIX fucking sad i think the rest of my result also about the same CUI. Now must jiayou for my coming exam must work hard and prepare for my coming specialilty module.

HoleyleyHolala

Anniversary.....

2008-12-28T02:20:00.000-08:00

Today 28/dec is our 2 yrs 3 months anniversary but we manage to meet 1-2 hrs abit sad only a little time to meet too bad u promise him wan help him finish the shooting if not i sure snatch u away n go out wit u actually i wan celebrate wit u 2day but u can't so i push the celebration to next fri bah did't let u know cos maybe u will feel ....... bah. Anyway Hope u got a wonderful shooting day AND happy 2yrs 3 months anniversary Muack!!!

Suddenly.....

2008-12-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

Suddenly i feel like u dun look like so much loves me nv got the feel of love/miss/need maybe u got good friend 4get about me bah or u got nth to tok to me compare to others Now i feel like very very empty......

Now i think i got fever but who will come take care of me???? no1????

Where r u?

2008-11-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

Where r u my girl? Call u nv answer so late already plz let me know where r u wit who i really very worry bout u. Y did't reply my sms and answer my call? Y? Y? Is already a few hours already y nv reply? Stop letting me worry le. If u go out wit ur friends den go ahead but let me know la Wadever u wan np just let me know 1st plz

Haix

2008-11-24T05:33:00.001-08:00

When u updated ur blog n i c it i feel y like wun be able to turn back? R u really tat believe i wun change? Giving up urself and me? From ytd toking to ur mum n cousin i know wad i bad at and trying 2 give in to u if u really giving up in me den i think i will just end up like ur cousin bah. Only u tot u sick n tired of quarrel? I also okie but we alway joke at the wrong timing cause us some misunderstanding. And btw u dun really understand me by my "no money" i alway saving up for ur hair treatment but u told ur cousin i can spent 100+ go watch concert?? 100+? do i have tis kind of money for concert and tat concert is only 15 plz if i really got 100+ i would give 2 u without any single thinking second. Fine tis also doesn't matter also not the main thing tat cause the problem. The main problem is just in my own bad temper too serious too jealousy nv think bout who really in wrong. Now i really trying 2 control, i know u wun b able 2 believe in me becos i said b4 but i really think a small period of time i got change not much and after tat my attitube is back again. Haix Can't born wit gd attitube really hope i control my attitube if u really tat scare den i think only i should do is time for both of us bah. I'm sorry it my bad it my wrong.

Friday

2008-11-21T01:54:00.001-08:00

2day off day of my study went go ps in the afternoon 2 get cotton body clother for her den next went 2 sim lim tower 2 get my 5cent 220k ohm resistor LOL. Just reach home after sending the clother 2 her house hope she like it bah becos there no more pink so i bought blue for her. Now time for me go do my soldering project. BYEBYE

Thursday

2008-11-20T06:07:00.000-08:00

2day last day of sch of the week nth special day go sch study,study,study and OOP(object oriantal programing) quiz tok about oop really damn sad even open book quiz i get 10/15 WTF so disappointed in myself but nvm hope next week maths quiz oop lab test can score well Every bro jiayou wor!!!

lastly empty feeling again maybe miss her......

ni de hui hua ling luan zhe
zai zhe ge shi ke
wo xiang qi fen chun bai de bai he
tian mi san luo le
ju xu mo ming de la che
wo hai ai ni ne
er ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge
jia zhuang mei shi le
shi jian guo le zou le
ai qing mian lin zuan zhe
ni leng le juan le wo ku le
yi kai shi dou bu kuai le
ni yong ka pian zi xie zhe
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le
zhen me le ni lei le shuo hao de xin fu ne
wo dong le bu shuo le ai dan le meng yuan le
kai xin yu bu kai xin yi xi shu zhe ni zai bu she
na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke wo dou hai zi de
ni bu dong le shuo hao le xin fu ne
wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe
yao zhen me ting ne

zhen me le ni lei le
shuo hai de xin fu ne
wo dong le bu shuo le
ai dan le meng yuan le
wo dou hai ji de
ni bu dong le shuo hao de xin fu ne
wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zuan zhe
yao zhen me ting ne

wei shen me zhe shi hou ren xin li wo er qu....

Wednesday

2008-11-18T23:54:00.000-08:00

A day which is my most early dismiss day. 8am lesson test and measurement module damn boring must write report and troubleshooting tat module last ard 3hrs ZZZ Sian for 3hrs but luckily got xiteng jiayong n ck let me disturb let me scold LOL but other feeling feel so empty haix. After my 1st lesson next went 2 mac and have our breakfast den go for another 3hrs lesson- internet communication tat lesson damn relax everytime dismiss early. Now rotting and w8 for the day pass den tml go sch until night haix sian ah....

nth can describle my feeling.........................................................................

Tuesday

2008-11-17T23:34:00.000-08:00

2day overslept for the 1st lesson which is at 9am so i decided not 2 go for 2day lesson which mean 2day i at home whole day LOL!!! But heard from xi teng 2day is last lab b4 our lab test abit GG le nv attend last lab during lab test sure cui de, nvm anyway since nv go den tml go 2 sch and ask them LOL!!! I really sure a lazy person buay tahan.....

Monday

2008-11-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

Early in the morning wake up feeling so empty that going school r so boring but in the end i still ended up 8am in the sch 4 1st lesson. I went home at 1pm skipped 2 elearn+1 tutorial HAHA Study for 5hours ONLY. Reach home at ard 2+pm den faster went to eat, whole breakfast+lunch also did't eat LOL. Now going to go sleep until tml already god damn tired. gdnit3

I'm a selfish wit no heart guy

2008-11-16T07:38:00.001-08:00

Attention every1 i'm a fucking selfish guy. U dun understand me at all!!! I just wan slowly help u wit ur problem and settle thing 1 by 1 and the way ur saying me is like i just a bastard. If u think tat way i also can't say anything. Spenting ur sms wit so many usless thing for fuck? Now plz think b4 u do everything less sms so pay wun be so much keep on adding only will make it worse la. Since u wan work or go out wit ur friends go ahead den. U like it jiu hao i got no comment, ah noooo is i can't comment bcos that is ur LIFE i too idiot 2 interfert it.

WTH!!!

2008-11-16T06:53:00.000-08:00

Xmas would u wan me as ur present? What you reply me? No i just wan present. In my heart i just wan u 2 say tat u wan me and the present or just me, but when the word from ur mouth make me feel tat u perfer present more den me. Even if i nv use my brain 2 think but did u? think b4 saying tat i never u thing? Plz think b4 u saying me and no matter wad i say u just feel u r right. Do u understand me? Together for so long times u should know i not rich and romantic person but once everytime u say out tat ppl r so romantic or wadever i feel damn sad. How can i really bcome romantic wit my character like tat.

Really stressful about money................................................................................................

Why?Why?Why?

2008-11-16T06:38:00.000-08:00

Why must u keep telling me i nid 2 buy something 4 u?? Even if u know i saving up for ur wadever hair stuff and i having no other money for ur other thing. When u saying tat u nid wadever thing i will feel very stressful u know? When tok about money my pocket r really empty i really hope tat 1 day i really got money den i can buy everything u nid but tat day wun come. We have been so long together even tat 2yr2month comment gone 2 where? Every anniversary greeting there will b a special comment just for me but on tat special day there none of it. Maybe u just busy or 4get bah but nvm i understand ur busy is more den me.