Where r u?

Where r u my girl? Call u nv answer so late already plz let me know where r u wit who i really very worry bout u. Y did't reply my sms and answer my call? Y? Y? Is already a few hours already y nv reply? Stop letting me worry le. If u go out wit ur friends den go ahead but let me know la Wadever u wan np just let me know 1st plz

Haix

When u updated ur blog n i c it i feel y like wun be able to turn back? R u really tat believe i wun change? Giving up urself and me? From ytd toking to ur mum n cousin i know wad i bad at and trying 2 give in to u if u really giving up in me den i think i will just end up like ur cousin bah. Only u tot u sick n tired of quarrel? I also okie but we alway joke at the wrong timing cause us some misunderstanding. And btw u dun really understand me by my "no money" i alway saving up for ur hair treatment but u told ur cousin i can spent 100+ go watch concert?? 100+? do i have tis kind of money for concert and tat concert is only 15 plz if i really got 100+ i would give 2 u without any single thinking second. Fine tis also doesn't matter also not the main thing tat cause the problem. The main problem is just in my own bad temper too serious too jealousy nv think bout who really in wrong. Now i really trying 2 control, i know u wun b able 2 believe in me becos i said b4 but i really think a small period of time i got change not much and after tat my attitube is back again. Haix Can't born wit gd attitube really hope i control my attitube if u really tat scare den i think only i should do is time for both of us bah. I'm sorry it my bad it my wrong.

Friday

2day off day of my study went go ps in the afternoon 2 get cotton body clother for her den next went 2 sim lim tower 2 get my 5cent 220k ohm resistor LOL. Just reach home after sending the clother 2 her house hope she like it bah becos there no more pink so i bought blue for her. Now time for me go do my soldering project. BYEBYE

Thursday

2day last day of sch of the week nth special day go sch study,study,study and OOP(object oriantal programing) quiz tok about oop really damn sad even open book quiz i get 10/15 WTF so disappointed in myself but nvm hope next week maths quiz oop lab test can score well Every bro jiayou wor!!!

lastly empty feeling again maybe miss her......

ni de hui hua ling luan zhe
zai zhe ge shi ke
wo xiang qi fen chun bai de bai he
tian mi san luo le
ju xu mo ming de la che
wo hai ai ni ne
er ni duan duan xu xu chang zhe ge
jia zhuang mei shi le
shi jian guo le zou le
ai qing mian lin zuan zhe
ni leng le juan le wo ku le
yi kai shi dou bu kuai le
ni yong ka pian zi xie zhe
you xie ai zhi gei dao zhe zhen de tong le
zhen me le ni lei le shuo hao de xin fu ne
wo dong le bu shuo le ai dan le meng yuan le
kai xin yu bu kai xin yi xi shu zhe ni zai bu she
na xie ai guo de gan jue dou tai shen ke wo dou hai zi de
ni bu dong le shuo hao le xin fu ne
wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zhuan zhe
yao zhen me ting ne

zhen me le ni lei le
shuo hai de xin fu ne
wo dong le bu shuo le
ai dan le meng yuan le
wo dou hai ji de
ni bu dong le shuo hao de xin fu ne
wo cuo le lei gan le fang shou le hou hui le
zhi shi hui yi de yin yue he hai xuan zuan zhe
yao zhen me ting ne

wei shen me zhe shi hou ren xin li wo er qu....

Wednesday

A day which is my most early dismiss day. 8am lesson test and measurement module damn boring must write report and troubleshooting tat module last ard 3hrs ZZZ Sian for 3hrs but luckily got xiteng jiayong n ck let me disturb let me scold LOL but other feeling feel so empty haix. After my 1st lesson next went 2 mac and have our breakfast den go for another 3hrs lesson- internet communication tat lesson damn relax everytime dismiss early. Now rotting and w8 for the day pass den tml go sch until night haix sian ah....

nth can describle my feeling.........................................................................

Tuesday

2day overslept for the 1st lesson which is at 9am so i decided not 2 go for 2day lesson which mean 2day i at home whole day LOL!!! But heard from xi teng 2day is last lab b4 our lab test abit GG le nv attend last lab during lab test sure cui de, nvm anyway since nv go den tml go 2 sch and ask them LOL!!! I really sure a lazy person buay tahan.....

Monday

Early in the morning wake up feeling so empty that going school r so boring but in the end i still ended up 8am in the sch 4 1st lesson. I went home at 1pm skipped 2 elearn+1 tutorial HAHA Study for 5hours ONLY. Reach home at ard 2+pm den faster went to eat, whole breakfast+lunch also did't eat LOL. Now going to go sleep until tml already god damn tired. gdnit3

I'm a selfish wit no heart guy

Attention every1 i'm a fucking selfish guy. U dun understand me at all!!! I just wan slowly help u wit ur problem and settle thing 1 by 1 and the way ur saying me is like i just a bastard. If u think tat way i also can't say anything. Spenting ur sms wit so many usless thing for fuck? Now plz think b4 u do everything less sms so pay wun be so much keep on adding only will make it worse la. Since u wan work or go out wit ur friends go ahead den. U like it jiu hao i got no comment, ah noooo is i can't comment bcos that is ur LIFE i too idiot 2 interfert it.

WTH!!!

Xmas would u wan me as ur present? What you reply me? No i just wan present. In my heart i just wan u 2 say tat u wan me and the present or just me, but when the word from ur mouth make me feel tat u perfer present more den me. Even if i nv use my brain 2 think but did u? think b4 saying tat i never u thing? Plz think b4 u saying me and no matter wad i say u just feel u r right. Do u understand me? Together for so long times u should know i not rich and romantic person but once everytime u say out tat ppl r so romantic or wadever i feel damn sad. How can i really bcome romantic wit my character like tat.


Really stressful about money................................................................................................

Why?Why?Why?

Why must u keep telling me i nid 2 buy something 4 u?? Even if u know i saving up for ur wadever hair stuff and i having no other money for ur other thing. When u saying tat u nid wadever thing i will feel very stressful u know? When tok about money my pocket r really empty i really hope tat 1 day i really got money den i can buy everything u nid but tat day wun come. We have been so long together even tat 2yr2month comment gone 2 where? Every anniversary greeting there will b a special comment just for me but on tat special day there none of it. Maybe u just busy or 4get bah but nvm i understand ur busy is more den me.