Friday, July 24, 2009

REGRET

I really feel damn regret for letting you single. My promised will not be broken but i dunno you. I really dunno how 2 solve it, by giving u time? Does time really settle everything? Does he really would listen? I getting scare and scare of so many incident happen to my friends, really sad case. I just scare she would got cheated dunno whether izzit like gary ng? I just wan a peaceful life wit my gal how come so many thing still happen. I tries to let you enjoy being "close friend to whenever" but i can't stand it. I can't simply let you to him i just hope tat close friend also got a limit. Hope he can see this, if ur gf being treat liao other ppl gf how would u feel? Ask question to urself if wan play fling or depressed plz dun find my gf she not the type for you. My gf just dun wan lost a good friend that why she dun reject you so that you think that you still have the chance.

I really regret to promised you to stay single for a moments. Whenever i think of single i scare that afraid of you and i just hope nth happen to you n be mine. I hope the days that you really settle everything n we can peacefully together. I guess this settle will take a long time and i willing 2 wait no matter if not mine. I can't compare the sweet between him n me but 3years relationship le.

Although i being strict to you but ur attitube sure wun listen the only thing i can do is just let it be. No matter how strict i'm also my fault because i also doing the same things. She say that men n women r equal but in my eye men n women can't compare. I know you like to play, u like to try alot of thing but i worry that disadvantage you would get. The world is changing men play fling women play timer, haix i just dun like tis world turning like tis. Anyway Regret is the word that i trying to present to this post.

1 day waiting passed......who going fetch me from the air

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I'm Angry

I damn angry really angry!!! Feel like killing them...
To My rival Wtf make you say those thing to my wife... Dear? only you? WTF did my wife accept you? If u r a gd person u wun be saying tis kind of words to some1 who attached, if me i wun be saying tis kind of words to the attached girl i need to chase i willing to wait if she just rem got me i just enought. Saying tis kind of words make me feel like punching u on ur face n fuck u in ur asshole. Choose the right time to say bah or w8 for me to die 1st b4 saying this kind of rubbish words.

Why must my rival say tis kind of words to my wife doesn't he know she already attached? Even if u r depressed go find others la, Stop disturb our relationship. Can some1 plz plz plz tell me why why why? Why is there so many bastards!!! son of the bitch

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Miss..

Miss the feeling of last time... Miss the days i overnight at your house but now everything is so different just because to give you freedom and avoid quarrel, i can understand everything but my heart feel empty... Last time no matter what you will asked me to stay and i really happy that someone asked me stay just for her, sometime also will got so big teddy hug or teddy kisses before i went home and that all really enough, sweet for my heart... I don't dare to talk to any1 about to avoid so many little quarrel and comments so i choose to keep quiet and everything will be peace.

But... can't feel those thing anymore only must go home... even holidays can't i stay over also? Same as study time, No point having holidays with those feeling.

When you only got me the feeling really good but alot of person chasing you i got so many to fight with, maybe i'm jealous, maybe i'm scare of losing you the only thing i can do is let you do whatever you like. I have lose the communication, only left with the tiny little heart. But all i know is i'm still your bf and hope no1 can ever take over me unless i'm dead...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Suddenly

Suddenly i feel like bored feel like meeting my gal and my friend having problem with his relationship. Haix wad can i say? Fat3 bah. I really really feel like meeting her right now but she in sch so nvm bah so i guess maybe meet her at some mrt station n walk her home n go home den but even tis small small thing also cannot? izzit she got other thing 2 hide? i find tis nth just even small meet also can't. Really feel damn fk up 1 week only 1 sat haix... i should keep everything in myself n not saying out every single thing. Goodbye maybe i wun be posting any post about her over here everything will be kept hope some1 really open up n tok 2 me...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Maybe last day of meet of the week...

I feel happy that 2day she find some time to go movie wit me when she r tired n busy for her production... sadly to know tat the whole weekend unable to meet u cos u having production days, i feel like going to c production but i think u will think like i'm spying u or wad so i nv mention 2 u b4... Anyway 2day u already find out a half day to went movie wit me, n i happy about it... Wish ur production will go on smoothly and come home early Goodluck my gal..........

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Haix suey ah..

Recently there was a case on friday tat a man age 59 faint and got hit by a train at bukit batok..... tat was my close relative, is my father's cousin haix... so sad tat he faint hit by train and den dead... so suey... Hope he will rest in peace in the sky... Hope every1 related to me will ping ping an an N HUAT ah!!!!